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Thanks sister, I just needed that space to put down my thoughts and struggles that was going on with me!
YOu are right, there is beauty in all of this, I am truelly blessed to have had that dog for as long as I did.  I didnt note until now just how good and obediant she was.  She would do each and everything we told her to do even when she didnt want to.  A great reminder at how much I lack in doing so towards my own master!
One other thing that I remember from that night...how she went from trying to see if I was there to see if my hubby was there still by turning towards me...kisses and for me to say I was still there then it was my hubby's turn to do the same. It filled me at that moment    one of the most loving moment.

I think I am at this moment rocking back and forth from missing her to loving her memories!  I know I will be fine in time.