Message #2659

[cizz]

It is life changing, when you come to realize that the only love you will ever be able to feel while you're in the world and in the human body cut off and separate from others is the love in your own heart that you have for others, when you find that and realize all things you do in order to try and express it...crazy things too! Lord help us! That's when you start to realize that everybody is trying to express and prove their love also, so you ultimately realize then that not only are you loving but also that you are loved...Takes finding your own heart first and looking at all the things you do and what is driving you to do them, then you will be able to see it in others..

Always comes down to Love'..the want to have it and the want to express (prove) you have it...Love

Consider why does a woman stay in an abusive relationship? Your mind will cover over what she is doing with saying she is afraid, which is part of it but the first few times she experiences the abuse from her mate why doesn't she put a stop to it then? Why do apologies work? We are told to forgive but nowhere are we told we have to continue to allow someone to abuse us in order to prove...Oops...there is that word "prove"...

Really think about what it would take for another human being to do and say that will give you proof positive..WITHOUT any doubts what so ever "that they love you" ???  Are you able to just take their words for it? Or do you look for signs and clues of it in their behaviors also? What are the do's and don'ts on that list of requirements?

I have always known that I love other people, I have always known this...but I have not always paid attention to the little voice inside my head that says, "I don't believe you, can you prove it?" 

I have always known that I am crazy, can see it plainly! Since I can see it and know it, does that make me crazy? I KNOW I'M CRAZY...it's best to just agree with me on that one!   

I know I love...I don't have to prove it because I KNOW I do...it's also best to just agree with me on this one too! 
This one little realization has changed my life in so many ways! I can actually hear "truth" of what is being said, even in small things that aren't meant to hurt but hurt none the less. If someone tries compassionately to cheer me up when I feel down, more so of females to do this..."Why don't you fix your self up, put on so make up and..etc

What did they just say? Make up a new face for yourself because that one you got just sucks! And that was said out of the desire to comfort me!  That is pathetic...It's an insult!  God made our faces just fine!

And Lord help the one that says to me I don't think you love me...Really! Then I think I should leave your azz guessing for a few more years!      I'll just sit back and watch you drive yourself over the edge, do crazy stuff trying to figure it out, throw yourself down on the floor and have two yr. old temper tamper, flop around like a fish out of water! But I know what I know and don't take too kindly to being accused of lying about it..besides why would you even care if a liar loved you or not?  What is so bad is that people that tend to always make statements like "I don't think you love me" to actually always asking you if you love them over and over..I can sense how that is in fact one of their own ways of trying to express their own love toward you with displaying concern in the matter, a desire to know for sure that you do, yet they don't realize how badly they are insulting you..Their own expression of love is in fact a great insult that leaves you feeling UN LOVED!