Fact is no amount of counceling can make him want me like that! In fact, as hard as it is to say...I wouldnt want to do that act with him if it was him that was like me! He doesnt treat me bad now like his mother drove him to go years ago, and he does say he loves me and even acts like it. He is kind in many ways and even tries to be effactionate in front of our kid, for boy that would have done me in if I had ever thought she knew about this one thing...
And in many ways he has been doing thing, for himself mostly to make a point not to fall into hurting me. He is even acted protective from others seeking to harm me. Like his mother. That took years to happen! It is just this one thing that hasnt changed. I find women think their husbands should want them like that if they are not attacted to them, it ticks me off that he doesnt, but intruth...I wouldnt, and understand.
We talk about it, so I will not go to a councelor and talk about something that will not go away, nor have an way to fix it.
It just needs prayer!!! lots of it!!!
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