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me2lord, Boy I could just  for that!  Well said!

I just want to make some things clear.  He hasnt cheated on me, but that this is making it hard on me.  I have to deal with not only the rejection, but lust.  I have a hard time sleeping, and am on the forums to keep my mind from being taken over by bad thoughts....you know...hold every thought captive to Christ!  It helps a great deal to focus on positive things. 
the other thing is, he hasnt have affairs, or cheated on me....but you are right, I should stop the worring...and let G-d take care of it.  We in our church have a rule when our men our helping women, they are to take their wives!  Code red, stop...and not be alone with a women is what they call it.  They support each other over these things to not cause trouble.  My hubby is smart, but he doesnt think the women are after him as much as I say they are, and laughts.  I know him enough to know that I think he is starting to see on his own about this women at his work and her games, and I think that is why he came home and told me to find the info and send her the emails.  As well, we had nothing from each other...so when I struggle with lust...I tell him and we both pray about it, seem for him.  That is about the best idea we came up with about this!  But boy, it is pretty hard not to want to nock some girls head off that treats me like I am less of a person next to him.  Boy I can tell you some stories, that he tells freely about oh Saten has took steps to tempt him.  But he has over come those areas. 
It is just this one thing, and out marriage would be perfact.  He has told me that now women is worth lossing what he has and grabs my hand.  This has been good to have a safe place to talk about this!