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Sister I must say, I am soooooo proud of you for bring this up.  I have tried to talk about this, in the post I been talking about being rejected because of my weight.  The strain on me is what is hard.  I dont know if you remember, for a not to long ago on the other site I posted asking for prayer about this same topic, and couldnt bring myself to get into it all, just gave enough info, that if one could but two and two together, they would have known.  Now I have not been addicked to ****...but my hubby has, though doing much better....but after the weight came on me, and then .... buy myself....I struggled with dreams.  AT times it was light...but when I posted asking for pray...and couldnt post out right, as well as not feeling safe to just come out with it all.  I was having dreams about and ex boyfriend I had when I was 14....really that far back, and I just couldnt get what or where my brain had gone!  
But one things I can tell you, their was a spirit there.  I know when i am going attacked and when it is just that normal struggle, spirits play on our addictions, and weekness to see us fall.  I cryied from those dreams, and they where back to back.  To top it off, I couldnt stay away, it was like I have a fog over me...that coffee couldnt help!  It was after I  asked for pray that it started to up left, and each time I added one more to my prayer covering, I could feel like I had more control over not going there in my mind.  My dreams went back to normal.  To boot, my hubby gets attacked, and I can feel that to, I turn and pray over him as he sleeps, and goes back to normal breathing and all.  I can tell you are growing stronger in this area.  Just proud of you!  Ill list what kinds of things help me...at less when I feel week.  

Is read or but on a audio bible...worship music.  And I get prayer covering for myself.  

 

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