overcomerstonewbeginnings

Thank you ladies fo your answers. I keep thinking I've dealt with it and I'm ok, and then it'll come back with full force. Somedays it's a comfort knowing I'll have my child restored to me in the kingdom and others I just want to scream and say that it's not just unfair, but that it's down right wrong that my child was taken away before it even lived. Oh I can rationalise that at ast the ex only screwed me over and didn't have a chance to screw up a
our kid but it doesn't fill the void that is left.  My only comfort is that I will not only have my child but I'll also have my mother in the kingdom, and what better place to grow up than the kingdom where My child will be able to sit on Jesus knee physically something you and I can only imagine, and yet I've been thinking recently, the very things I cared about and would have done almost anything to protect have been taken from me. That is the man I love, and the child I wanted. I Can't help but feel the pain and the lonliness at times, though I know the Lord is with me.