need pray

[peacemaker]

I guess, I am feeling pretty week right now.  Inside.  I tried to help some, and got slapped down for it.  I ened up throughing the people pleasing stuff up, and tried to fix it by deleteling it, and found I couldnt do that.  I ....a goodness....   feel ticked off at myself now...reported myself on the other forum and took time off after being told to go to hell.   

I am a mass, prayed and dont feel convicted, just feel unsure if I was right or not in any parts.  Maybe the part that was wrong was trying to help...at times I know we are should just leave a person alone and let G-d fix it...but I got tired of seeing G-d made out to be one that plays headgames and caved...lol   AS if he needed me to protect him from being painted like that...dah!   And this sucked up time I didnt have, how or when does one learn that it is ok to not help, and keep to myself....


ok enough of that, just feeling bad right now, and very stupid!!!

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[SEVEN THUNDERS]

God knows your heart better than you, Laurel.  You're too good for them people.  Like casting pearls to swine, don't do it.  Just shake it off, you'll be just fine.  I just don't know why some people just can't be nice.  It's so easy.  Don't let it get you down and wreck your week.  You have more important things to be concerned over.  Go watch a fun movie, eat a piece of cake or just dance and you'll feel much better.

 

[peacemaker]

Thanks brother...really!  I think pie had to do for my moment.

I have lots of moments the past few days...one being that I feel I was sucked into responding to slander on the other site and made to look bad, yet I know that this person was that way.  That I why I was like  ...should have let it happen, and even when it was I was to made  to stop responding...lol!  
Poise people that prevoke, I know about them...yet I was gotten the best of 
me....
So after the slander wasnt taken care of, and not one even stepped up to defend me, just one that wanted peace...so I reverted back to my old self...even after being told to go to you know where.....

This person never came around to say sorry, just put it all off on me.  NOt to long ago, I had a dear friend treated much the same, and I could have stepped it an defind her, yet i didnt, even asked her to leave me out of it.  She was helmaliated too....I know she was.  AFter that, I will be more careful not to get sucked into fights with poiseouse people, and as well not let those abuse my friends either. 

Thought I must say, it was at a time that all those normally on that other site was doing their thing because of the holiday...these kinds of people know it too! 

Anyways, enought of my self...
I am not in as much pain as I was...heads on streater too.

I think it has a lot to do the the holidays...feeling alone at times.
Needing a closer friend here.
I had something nice said to me.  The paster's wife came back...her mother being in the hosiptal in Canida so she was there and got back the 25th I think!  But she was gone at that time, and I went up to her and said just how much I missed her, and had some moments that I washed she had been around.  It was true for me...I didnt long to talk to her.  I havent been there at the new church for that long, and have no close friendships forumed as others have had time to do.  I was needing that.  She turned and huged me for so long, and said you have no idea just how much I wanted and needed you with me too.  It was so sweet to hear.

See, I get in these moments at times where those nasty things hit me hard.  But I have that person blocked and I have moved on... 

Brother thanks for posting what you did, it means a lot to me!

[SEVEN THUNDERS]

Gee whiz... I can't even believe someone actually told you to "go to h*ll"    ... was this a "Christian"???  They need to be disciplined with a spanking.  SPANK!  SPANK!  SPANK!

I'm so glad your Pastor's wife is back.  She sounds like a really neat lady.  

Maybe the Holidays bring out the worse in some people.  I'm battling on the other Forum with the two worst  MONSTERS since the day it was created.  It just NEVER ends.  5 years of this.  

I can't wait till DIANNE Dianne gets back.  Been pretty quite around here.

Well, later...

Got to hit the sack.